{"id":3363,"date":"2025-04-01T07:41:04","date_gmt":"2025-03-31T20:41:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/?p=3363"},"modified":"2025-04-01T07:41:04","modified_gmt":"2025-03-31T20:41:04","slug":"mine-own-executioner","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/mine-own-executioner\/","title":{"rendered":"Mine Own Executioner, Nigel Balchin, UK, 1946"},"content":{"rendered":"<p align=\"left\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-3366\" src=\"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/03\/cover.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"407\" height=\"600\" srcset=\"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/03\/cover.jpeg 407w, https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/03\/cover-204x300.jpeg 204w, https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/03\/cover-183x270.jpeg 183w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 407px) 100vw, 407px\" \/><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"western\" align=\"left\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">Beautifully<\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\"> and thoughtfully written this book, c<\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">oloured by<\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\"> the <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">aftermath of the war as well as the<\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\"> early years of modern psychotherapy, reveals a great depth of understanding, regarding human relations, <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">actions<\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\"> and interactions. <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"western\" align=\"left\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">Constructed almost entirely using conversation, <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\"><i>Mine Own Executioner<\/i><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\"> could almost be equated with a play, although there are sufficient descriptive passages to make this possibility debatable. Normally, I am sceptical of too much conversation in a novel \u2013 in many cases it feels artificial and off-balance &#8211; <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">but<\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\"> Balchin has managed to produce something without such sharp, uncomfortable edges. In fact, the conversational tone of the book manages to pull it into the \u2018here and now\u2019, forcing the reader into everyday happenings. The pace is <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">sometimes <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">slow, but not boringly so, and it imperceptibly gathers speed as the book reaches its unexpected climax. <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_3365\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-3365\" style=\"width: 540px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"size-full wp-image-3365\" src=\"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/03\/Balchin.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"540\" height=\"572\" srcset=\"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/03\/Balchin.jpeg 540w, https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/03\/Balchin-283x300.jpeg 283w, https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/03\/Balchin-255x270.jpeg 255w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 540px) 100vw, 540px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-3365\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Photo of Nigel Balchin from Goodreads<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p class=\"western\" align=\"left\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">Felix Milne is a medical student who is focused on a career as a psychotherapist. He appreciates that a knowledge of anatomy and the workings of the human body may be an advantage to any study of the mind, but he cannot see that a medical degree followed by a very short general course devoted to general mental ailments will make him a good psychotherapist. Consequently, he discontinues his degree at Cambridge and moves to Vienna where he studies psychotherapy for several years. <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"western\" align=\"left\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">Fifteen years later, Felix is married and is managing a private clinic while helping out \u2013 free of charge &#8211; at a <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">charitable <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">clinic <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">run by a philanthropist<\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">. Although somewhat hampered by the fact that he is not a \u2018doctor\u2019 and, therefore, not recognised by the medical fraternity, Felix is a perceptive and intelligent clinician. <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">He is, however, dissatisfied with himself, not always sure that he is doing the right thing by his patients. <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">At the same time, his marriage is not as he would like it to be, and he is plagued by the almost unattainable high <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">personal and <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">professional standards he has set for himself. Then, without warning, he is faced with a patient who barely survived the war and who is now unable to cope with normal ever-day life. <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">The patient, Adam Lucian, has already tried to murder his young wife, and Milne, though unsure whether or not he will be able to help such a person agrees to try.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_3364\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-3364\" style=\"width: 474px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"size-full wp-image-3364\" src=\"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/03\/1947-film-poster.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"474\" height=\"356\" srcset=\"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/03\/1947-film-poster.jpeg 474w, https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/03\/1947-film-poster-300x225.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/03\/1947-film-poster-359x270.jpeg 359w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 474px) 100vw, 474px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-3364\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Poster from 1947 film based on the book<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p class=\"western\" align=\"left\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Sans, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">In his short, succinct novel, Balchin looks at the low esteem afforded psychotherapy in the 1940s, the fact that war trauma does not necessarily disappear from the individual psyche because of a general declaration of peace, and that love within any relationship can be complicated. A book that, while being of historical interest, also has many thought-provoking messages for the twenty-first century reader. <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"mceTemp\"><\/div>\n<p align=\"left\">\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Beautifully and thoughtfully written this book, coloured by the aftermath of the war as well as the early years of modern psychotherapy, reveals a great depth of understanding, regarding human relations, actions and interactions. Constructed almost entirely using conversation, Mine Own Executioner could almost be equated with a play, although there are sufficient descriptive passages &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"read-more\"><a class=\"readmore-btn\" href=\"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/mine-own-executioner\/\">+<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">  Read More<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3366,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3363"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3363"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3363\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3368,"href":"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3363\/revisions\/3368"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3366"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3363"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3363"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3363"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}