{"id":3344,"date":"2025-02-04T07:31:44","date_gmt":"2025-02-03T20:31:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/?p=3344"},"modified":"2025-02-04T20:22:18","modified_gmt":"2025-02-04T09:22:18","slug":"lea","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/lea\/","title":{"rendered":"Lea, Pascal Mercier, Germany, 2007 (English translation 2017)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p align=\"left\"><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-3345\" src=\"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/Lea.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"400\" height=\"595\" srcset=\"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/Lea.jpeg 400w, https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/Lea-202x300.jpeg 202w, https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/Lea-182x270.jpeg 182w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 400px) 100vw, 400px\" \/><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"left\"><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">Beautifully written and painfully tragic, this novel is about the unconditional, and at times seemingly unreasonable, love of a father for his daughter.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"left\"><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">Martijn van Vliet, a research scientist, and Adrian Herzog, a surgeon who has lost confidence in himself, meet by chance in Saint-R\u00e9my. There are similarities between the two men; they are both from Bern; they are both professionals; they are both single parents \u2013 Martijn\u2019s wife died many years ago and Adrian is divorced &#8211; and they <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">each <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">have <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">an only child, an <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">adult daughter. Adrian\u2019s relationship with his daughter, Leslie, is not as close as he would like while Martijn refers to his daughter, Lea, in the past tense. Adrian is aware that Martijn is desolate and depressed, perhaps even suicidal, and he offers to drive both of them back to Bern in Martijn\u2019s car. During the car trip, <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">which takes<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\"> several days, Martijn talks to Adrian about himself and, most of all, about Lea. His words and memories drive the story forwards, sometimes rapidly with a sense of certain doom; sometimes taking detours where time seems to stand still, and where, for a moment, certainty is not all that clear. Divided between Martijn\u2019s narrative and Adrian\u2019s questions and thoughts, the writing is exquisitely managed like a piece of music where every note is important. No word is superfluous; no phrase or image unnecessary.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"left\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-3346\" src=\"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/Map.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"685\" height=\"612\" srcset=\"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/Map.jpg 685w, https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/Map-300x268.jpg 300w, https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/Map-302x270.jpg 302w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 685px) 100vw, 685px\" \/><\/p>\n<p align=\"left\"><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">After the death of Martijn\u2019s wife, C\u00e9cile, Martijn is left to take care of their young daughter, but Lea <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">quickly <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">descends into a dark abyss of sadness where no one \u2013 not ever her father &#8211; can reach her. Then, one day when eight-year-old Lea and her father are passing through Bern railway station, they hear a woman busker playing a violin. Lea is captivated. By the time she and her father arrive home she is already <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">beginning to climb<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\"> out of the abyss. She asks her father, \u201cIs a violin expensive?\u201d <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"left\"><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">And so begins Lea\u2019s long wandering towards self annihilation. As she learns to play the violin, she discovers a natural aptitude for the instrument, and the ecstatic response from those who hear her playing is for her like water to someone lost in the desert. Martijn, who had hoped that the violin would have brought them closer, is pushed to one side as Lea, focused only on her goal of being the very best, is prepared to sacrifice everything for the experience.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"left\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-3348\" src=\"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/violin-e1736898885215.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"600\" height=\"600\" \/><\/p>\n<p align=\"left\"><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\"><i>If only<\/i><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\"> Martijn had not bought his daughter a violin; <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\"><i>if only<\/i><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\"> Marie Pasteur, the music teacher, had never become part of their lives; <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\"><i>if only<\/i><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\"> Lea had not entered the music competition; <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\"><i>if only<\/i><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\"> she had not met David L\u00e9vy &#8230; But the \u2018<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\"><i>if onlys<\/i><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">\u2019 are all irrelevant: Martijn and Lea have no alternative other than to continue on a predetermined trajectory towards inevitable destruction. For Lea music becomes an obsession, the only way she can function and, perhaps, <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">somehow <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">balance the loss of her mother. For Martijn it becomes the only way he believes he can show his daughter <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">that he loves her. It is a<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\"> love that forces him to step out of his normal, logical scientific self and make insane and frightening decisions. <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">Throughout the book, the focus is on the father and daughter relationship. <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">R<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">elationships with other people are sketchy, only filling out as they become entwined with the main theme and with the reality of imperfect c<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">ommunication. <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"left\"><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">Although the ending is bleak (and it is obvious from the beginning of the book that there can be no other ending) there is a sense in those final pages that, in spite of the miscommunication, the obsession, the pain and the <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">many <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\"><span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">wrong decisions, love is actually the only thing that matters \u2013 a fact that, on some level, both Martijn and Lea completely understand. <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"left\"><span style=\"color: #0f1111;\">\u2018<span style=\"font-family: Liberation Serif, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><span lang=\"en-GB\">He took her hand. She put up no resistance. Later he felt her head on his shoulder. That opened the floodgates. Wrapped in a clumsy embrace, they both gave their tears free rein.\u2019<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_3347\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-3347\" style=\"width: 600px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"size-full wp-image-3347\" src=\"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/Mercier.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"600\" height=\"712\" srcset=\"https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/Mercier.jpg 600w, https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/Mercier-253x300.jpg 253w, https:\/\/diane.eklund.abolins.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/Mercier-228x270.jpg 228w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-3347\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Pascal Mercier (MUBI)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p align=\"left\">\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Beautifully written and painfully tragic, this novel is about the unconditional, and at times seemingly unreasonable, love of a father for his daughter. Martijn van Vliet, a research scientist, and Adrian Herzog, a surgeon who has lost confidence in himself, meet by chance in Saint-R\u00e9my. 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